Heart Ache Will Do It Every Time
My hubby was home from working on the oil rigs for 5 days. It was awsome! It’s really true what they say,,,,”Absence makes the heart fonder”. Well, today I had to see him back off to Alberta 
. As we stood in the airport and hugged each other, my heart broke. I could feel the warmth from his body holding me close and his tears against my cheek. Everyone keeps telling me…”It will get easier”. How? Chris and I are soul mates….we look to each other for everything. When he’s gone…I just feel empty. That feeling does deminish after a couple days but it’s definitely NOT getting any easier.
Diet wise…..when he does come home everything seems to go out the window . I mean….I really try to make healthy choices when he wants to go out for a nice romantic dinner but c’mon! What’s romantic about that!? Anyway….things will get back on track for me while he’s gone….at least for another 2 weeks anyway, until he’s home again. I guess I just need to stop thinking about his time home as a holiday. It’s hard though because that’s the way he makes it feel 
. I could really use some extra prayers tonight……one for me….and one to keep him safe. Thanks for listening!
hugs and prayers your way.
yarrow
Sending hugs and prayers your way!! My SO is thinking of going back over the road at the first of the year and I am already heartbroken thinking about it.
Oh, sweetie - you are both in my prayers… I know this must be difficult, but you will get through it and will be stronger because of it. I know it doesn’t seem like that today, but it is happening for a reason.
Besides - in 2 weeks he will be home, and get to see his sexy wife who has lost weight and has worked to get healthier, so you can live longer together… he must be so proud!
You are strong, and will get through it!