FREAKING OUT!

On November 29th I will be turning……………………..35!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok…here’s something a little freaky….as I was just typing my upcoming age….I typed 29 :o…LOL! Maybe that’s the age I feel? Or maybe that’s the age I wish I was ;) Actually…I wish I was 19 again…that was FUN! I can’t believe I’m only 5 years away from 40! Holy CRAP! Where the hell did time go? It seems like just yesterday I was in my 20’s and trying to figure out what was going to come of my life. Now…here I am…35….2 young (beautiful) children…..engaged for the 2nd time….divorced….and wondering what death is all about. Morbid…I know. I just can’t stop thinking about it though! I wonder to myself….will my hubby die before me? If so….what will I do? Will I die of old age or will I die in some horrific car accident? Honestly?…..I hope i die before I get so old I can’t fend for myself. Ok…I know…enough morbid talk. SORRY!

I’m a crazy women…I swear…LOL!

8 Comments so far

  1. Joyous1 @ November 18th, 2008

    LOL… My mil’s birthday is the 29th as well, seems to be a good day to have been born ;) she has the same self drive as you do. She had a stroke a few years back and has been pushing herself very hard to regain the motor skills she had before.

    35 is not old, so shush you :p You’re younger than my brothers, LOL!!

  2. msweightloss @ November 19th, 2008

    lol.. u r scaring ppl!! lmao, just kidding. My bf just turned 32, he still lives at home, has no kids and drives race cars for the hell of it. 30’s, a lot of ppl tell me that is when life begins. Your not even in the middle yet!!!!
    Im 22 and I always make the mistake of telling ppl I’m 18. I guess time goes by so fast we forget… Must be normal. But, take it easy and be happy for what u have achieved during ur 35yr lifetime. You have 2 beautiful children, and a lifetime of memories… That is something to be thankful for…
    Have a great week… And Happy B-day if u dont hear from me before then!!!
    Birthdays shouldn’t be just about the day u where born… Its about what u have done from the day u where born until now… So enjoy it and embrace!

  3. ar2 @ November 19th, 2008

    I’ve got the big 3-0 looming in the (nearer and nearer) future, and I wonder where the time went too! I hope you have a happy birthday and stop thinking about all that morbid stuff, you’re still an able bodied young woman! :)

  4. Angel83 @ November 19th, 2008

    No talk of death, come on - you are so young! LOL… and I guess a little morbid too. haha.

  5. surreal @ November 19th, 2008

    LMAO! Thanks guys ;) I was talking to my sister in law and she turned 30 yesterday. She said she feels the same way ;) I guess it’s kinda normal :o

  6. abajeb @ November 19th, 2008

    I think it is normal, but still morbid. :) I’m turning 30 in January, and I’m trying my hardest not to even think about it. LOL

  7. homeschoolmom @ November 20th, 2008

    30, 35 I wish. I turned 40 this year. That was hard. But now I am looking forward to some great years. No more childbirth!!! (I Hope)
    I have found that it is mostly about how you feel and how you take care of yourself. All of that exercise and healthy eating will pay off!

  8. jeniiskickinit @ November 20th, 2008

    Ok girl, quit freaking out!!! I turn 32 on Monday, so we’re not too far off! I’m feeling better than ever, and they say you’re only as young as you feel!!! We both look and feel great, so what’s to worry about??? We’re making ourselves better than we’ve ever been before, so we have a brighter future staring us in the face!!!

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